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30.9.02
There is nothing to post.
21:54
Please stop reading this now and go download Gloves by Reggie and the Full Effect
21:32
L-O-V-E love G-L-O-V-E glove
21:31
ps. both hate and love are recyclable. send out what you want back.
21:30
If school allowed us to learn by trial and failure our society would be ruined. Everyone would experiment with illegal drugs and end up killing themselves. The question is: Is it better to actually learn, experiment, and have fun or to follow the advice of others, live to a ripe old age, and die regretfull. I bet people in both situations are regretfull. Thus the only logical solution is to walk the line between insanity and rationality with much care, but not too much care for fear of being too rational. Ugh. Time to stop having fun philosopising and start formulaic homework. OHWOIEHROSKFWNELIEBERHOSEN!?!
21:29
In schools today there is little "true" learning. Failure is discouraged. A formula of learning, of memorize and repeat replace learning through trial and error. Ideas are force fed instead of realized and morals instituted rather than believed in. Students are told that all people are created equal, to treat others kindly and fairly, and that everyone has inner beauty, but they do not see these for themselves. Only by living, only by messing up or seeing other mess up, can someone decipher what is truly moral. After watching a masterful portrayl of wrong moral beliefs in "American History X" there is no doubt in my mind that all these setiments about equality are true to the core. I highly reccomend it.
21:24
26.9.02
According the the Detroit Times you should "live your dreams". This may be great and wonderful for some people, but for me it is quite an insane and grotesque concept. For example here is my latest dream.... The first one takes place in a thrift store (probally the salvo but I'll never know for sure) While I browse through the army camo, a big burly dark-haired man is at the register and refuses to pay for his purchases. Suddenly he hits the cashier, knocking her out cold and pulls out a gun. For some bizzare reason he isn't robbing the salvo or even the people in the salvo. He decides to hold us hostage. Now who in their mind (right or wrong) would choose a salvo of all places to hold people hostage in. The combined income of all the people that shop there is equvalent to roughly twenty dollars and fifty two cents ( after tax, mind you). Anyway the foolish armed man scares me since he is about two good feet taller than me (that would be 7' 7'') and hasn't shaved or showered in a while so he looks like a gorilla (not guerilla, mind you) fighter. I calmly break out into a full sprint for the exit. Spinning dizzily out of the exit I start running full tilt up a steep gravel hill on the edge of a great tropical forest. At the top I hide in a phone booth. Then I realize that a phone booth is crappy cover so I come out of it only to meet two people who say it is tommarrow and the gunner has been arrested. Somehow I had instantaneously fallen asleep in the phone booth for a day because I remember the lighting in the sky being the same when I came out as how it was when I went in. What does this all mean? I have a strange desire to sleep in a phone booth. I hope not. ps Nadka = jumped if she goes into the small gym....ever!
06:39
I have found my groove...oh yeah oh yeah booya limbaugh ACKKK which brings me to my next point (dan:it's brian who does the creepy narration stuff hmmm maybe I could talk to the audience yeah okay keep it that way then) My bio teacher who I really am starting to like told the class yestaurday that she likes rush limbaugh! SHE LIKES RUSH LIMBAUGHWEHRWLIBERHOSEN! That hard lining republican facist. Bio rocks anyway. It all makes sense. Peace, NEal
06:25
23.9.02
Top ten reasons why all squirrels must die
1. Squirrels are the spawn of Satan.
They are evil creatures that live mysterious lives in the forests plotting against the rest of the world.
2. Squirrels cause millions of dollars of damage to power transformers and lines every year.
They are one of the top causes of power outages and damage to very expensive equipment. They seem to be attracted to transformers and fly into them like Kamikaze pilots.
3. Squirrels have been the cause of deaths of innocent citizens from automobile wrecks throughout the years.
How many times have innocent automobile drivers barely avoided running off the road trying to miss (or to hit) a squirrel taunting them in the middle of the road? Some are not so lucky and wreck due to these furry little beasts.
4. Squirrels do millions of dollars worth of home damage.
They are masters of break-ins, destroying siding, vents, wires, ect. in the process.
5. Squirrels have no respect for privacy or property rights.
They move into to attics and will not leave. They are not invited. An attic is not an oak tree, and they know this. They are too lazy to build their own homes so they try to take over someone else's. They move around in the attic at night scaring young kids and women.
6. Squirrels are notorious thieves, stealing food and property from other animals and people.
They are the most skilled thieves on the planet. They are hated by birds and their watchers all over. They love to steal nuts and fruits. When measures are taken to prevent them from getting the prize, they try that much harder.
7. Squirrels assault people's gardens all over the world causing millions of dollars in crop damage.
They get into people's gardens and destroy the vegetables, fruits, and flowers. They rarely even consume them, they just destroy them for the fun of it.
8. Squirrels caused the black plague in Europe and currently carry numerous life threatening diseases including rabies and bubonic plague.
It is a historic fact that squirrels, as well as their brothers the rats, were one of the carriers of the black plague in the Middle Ages throughout Europe leading to the horrible deaths of millions.
9. Squirrels are the most vicious animal on the planet and will attack any animal or human they come in contact with.
There are countless documented accounts of squirrel attacks. They terrorize people and are vicious foes. It is no accident that squirrels are portrayed in film as they are, insane little creatures that do not think anything of attacking people.
10. Squirrels kill and castrate other squirrels.
Naturalists that have studied squirrels have discovered many alarming behaviors among them. Squirrels fight even among themselves. A male squirrel will invade the tree of an enemy squirrel and bite of the testicles of the young in the nest.
I must admit that I have copied and pasted this as I am not insane enough to come up with this. I give props to http://www.student.smsu.edu/j/jmw894s/Opinions/squirrels.htm For more proof of squirrels being evil check out the following websites... Kylie's Public Service Announcement Open Directory - Recreation: Humor: Animals: Squirrels: Anti-Squirrels For proof that cats are evil check out these websites... Mean Kitty Ninja cats My Cat Hates You
19:20
There's a girl,
She's a-walking down the street,
many times.
I've got to make her mine.
Gotta make her mine whoa whoa I gotta make her mine
19:11
21.9.02
Western philosophy...change or die... I dislike this. I love feeling like I am in a groove. I love being comfortable around my friends. I love cross-country. I dare say that I even have developed an affection for (eeek!) high school. What fears me the most is the thought that I may never be this happy again in my life since this is the happiest I have been so far. I'll stop my whining now and suck it up. I hear college is great.
23:57
two words...friggin monkies
21:57
a riddle ~ What do you get when you put 50 horny perverted teenagers on a school bus for 8 hours?
answer ~ ear-licking, balderdash, gagging on hands, lap dances, sleeping in bathtubs, and endless amounts of dirty jokes.
The Cross Country trip was fun....if you like sex, that is...
21:33
15.9.02
Don't despair if your parents are facists. The more they try to control you, the more they love you. My parents love me immensely.
17:28
I haven't been this happy in a long time. Conversely, I haven't been this scared in a long time. Love makes me insanely happy and sad at the same time. There is the thrill of not knowing anything for sure. The thrill of failling, of being rejected. The thrill of being heavily scrutinized by your parents again. The thrill of the chase. The thrill of desire. And sometimes the thrill of being thrown out of a building and down a flight of stairs (popcorn makers are cool).
17:25
14.9.02
I know what I want, but I don't know how to get it...
22:58
I'm sorry for the my slow nature,
my bizarre taste,
my unclear future.
22:58
12.9.02
Reggie and the full effect ~ Dwarf Invasion!
You are not my friend
You are my foe
You are two feet tall
You have got to go!
THIS IS DWARF INVASION
(dwarf invasion)
THIS IS DWARF INVASION
(dwarf invasion)
THIS IS DWARF INVASION
(dwarf invasion)
THIS IS DWARF INVASION
(dwarf invasion)
Dwarf invasion
(dwarf invasion)
This is not a friend
You are very small
You can barely stand up to me
You can't play basketball!
THIS IS DWARF INVASION
(dwarf invasion)
THIS IS DWARF INVASION
(dwarf invasion)
THIS IS DWARF INVASION
(dwarf invasion)
THIS IS DWARF INVASION
(dwarf invasion)
Dwarf invasion
(dwarf invasion)
21:46
Runner/Lover parable by me.... Look back to learn and grow, but never look back to see where others are.
21:30
I went lookin for my darlin....I went lookin for a friend...
mmm I don't feel much of anything except regret that I allowed myself to be hurt so much in the past.
I resolve to learn how to give and take better. San Dimas High School Football RULES!!!
19:30
10.9.02
Observations.....Nadka is a baabe! She is such a baabe I mispelt the word "babe" twice just for her! Mr. Moore really picks favorites. He seems to be in love with Jenny. So much so that he told me and Phil to get away from her. She consistantly got exceedingly high grades in his class even when she admited to slacking off. She recieved points for being herself I remember. Mr. Moore may be joking but so much consistent favoritism gives me doubts. With me he seems to constantly checking on me...looking over my shoulder even when I just go to the bathroom, asking if I have my notes done. He is either jealous of me and my past closeness to Jenny, or is just trying to honestly get me to achieve my highest human potential. Death....Last night I was up mucho late pour das studies. I have these episodes in which I realize the my effemeral exsistance on this planet and my heart rate escallates and I feel scared of death, of not having familiar mental processes, of being and doing nothing. Now I figure that even if I were to live forever my human mentality would yearn for the past. I would grow weary of all those I could ever love dying and I would seek to die as well. Death in natural and also unpredictable. The best attitude one can possess is that they could die at any time so reach for the stars and even if you miss stay happy. Everyone wants to die happy.
20:32
Quit complaining today! Whining only shares your misery with others. Who wants to be miserable?
20:21
I appoligize for the lapse in entries...I am a really appoligetic person....Even if I didn't do anything wrong....Why?
20:20
8.9.02
If I were anyone except myself I think I'd be either jackie chan or mr. reuter...I haven't decided yet
20:30
you KNOW about the problems I've been having with Post-Apocalyptic air
12:19
sweat dripped, slowly pooling, gaining collective annoying power, and eventually causing my shirt to begin to stick to my pimply teenage upper body while my friends amused themselves by throwing a crushed water bottle into the orgy-like dancing crowd and hurling themselves after it to find and retrive it. Out of the dark, the hellish noise known as rap, she emerged for a moment before plunging again. I followed.
00:12
7.9.02
Nadka.
23:41
6.9.02
Being liked is overrated,
It'll leave you down and jaded.
All I want is somebody to love.
20:17
4.9.02
Since, my friend you have revealed
your deepest fear
I sentence you to be exposed
before your peers
Tear down the wall
Tear down the wall
22:05
Crazy, over the rainbow, I am crazy
Bars in the window
There must have been a door there in the wall
when I came in
22:03
Crazy, toys in the attic, I am crazy
(Surely gone fishing)
They must have taken my marbles away
22:01
haha I am crazy...anyway if I were to make a movie one would be a horror flick here is how it one scene would pan out. Please keep in mind the story is a little premature and I am only describing enough for you to understand this one scene. There would be three main characters: Tony, Bob, and Jon. All three of these guys would be macho guys that hunt dragons.
The storyline would exclusivly follow Jon as you see him develop a mutual hatred with Tony. They are at such odds with each other that if the means were possible they would try to kill one another. Now all three would be out hunting a dragon in the dark when we see from Jon's perspective Tony jump out suddenly out in front of him. Tony opens fire with a sinister look on his face. Somehow Jon avoids being shot and is able to shoot Tony down. Tony slumps down as Jon approaches. The camera shows Tony from behind Jon's back. We can see Jon's smoking gun and intense fear in Tony's face as he lies dying. With an flash the dragon is upon Jon. The viewer realizes Tony was trying to defend Jon from the Dragon. They both die and the storlie goes on to follow bob for the remainder of the movie.
20:47
An arguement on movies
I like movies
20:36
Yes, I am a romantic. Yes, I enjoy pez. No, I do not enjoy interior decorating.
20:36
An arguement against cailin/diane's theory on teenage dating
Welcome to high school....
Welcome to all that comes with it...the drugs...the social classes.....the members of the opposite sex...
This is were mistakes are made. Lessons learned. I agree high school is fake and as far departed from the real world as possible.
Use this to your advantage. Make mistakes now in relationships, but learn from them and later you won't have as much trouble. As long as you make sure
you don't end up in a car crash or pregnant; something that extremely changes your life, take risks and accept the consequences because everything is on a smaller scale.
You don't have as far to fall here and your family is right behind you.
love,
Neal
20:35
3.9.02
I've got wide staring eyes....and I got a strong urge to fly...but I got nowhere to fly to...fly to...fly to....fly to...
11:31
A friend is someone you can run 27 miles with and still love
11:02
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