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apathy is harder than it looks
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28.4.03
The images blur by. Going somewhere I haven't heard of with people I hardly really know, I sigh. I squint out the window in attempt to make sense of the smeared bright landscape. My focus shifts from one objects to another: some near, some far. Soon I become enthralled with the entricate pattern of the beige molded plastic door. Bored, I move on to other sights. Eventually, I start to let my senses melt. I coil into thoughts that please me. Pondering what other people think while riding in cars, I stuff my face with brownies of self-satisfaction and superiority because I am capable of thinking like other people. I chew and chew; too proud to swallow. The taste festers as bacteria convert in from a velvety sugary treat into a malady of rot comparable to feces. When I can take no more I frantically roll down the window and spew my racid past upon the world. As I bring my head, flushed with life, my eyes grasp hers. They dive from my barren body and splash into her soul.
21:29
21.4.03
I almost died today and got to talk to lydia... nothing else of comparable importance happened
22:28
20.4.03
easter comes but once a year, but the time for chocolate is always here
18:47
18.4.03
don't fake the funk on a nasty dunk...
15:50
dudes...I must have low self esteem if I need to have all of those positive comments about me in my locker...
15:49
relationships aren't dumb, only the people in them are
15:43
16.4.03
I complain: I am bothered by people who claim to love unconditionally. It's all conditional. People cannot love unless the condition that they meet is fufilled. Parents who love their children love them because they are theirs. If other people had them instead the original parents would not love them. The original parents wouldn't even know about the children they might have had. I say go big. Love all.
23:31
12.4.03
pedro the lion ist un ubergod
ici un song par il:
"The Longer I Lay Here"
you're up with the sunrise
and down when the work's been done
with excellence industry
dilliegence naturally
i would like to be you
just for a few habit forming years
laziness cuts me like fine cutlery
i need a miracle someone to help me help myself
sweet jesus i need you
forgive me this sin
not hookers or heroin gambling or gin
it sounds so ridiculous but i just can't lick this
12:33
8.4.03
I am so happy that you could break my nose and I wouldn't care...
20:02
6.4.03
workers are going home...
14:42
You can't win all magic games against your friends, but you can lose your friends trying.
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