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apathy is harder than it looks
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26.6.03
Men turn to girlfriends only when they have given up all hope on their friends.
19:34
22.6.03
I am like silly putty in her hands. I don't care if she smashes me, smooshs me, or pulls me to pieces. All I want is to lie there in her palm for a while at peace, molding to fit her soft slovakian skin.
01:36
20.6.03
eist do bheal neal!
13:39
free will is essential to the existance of christianity. without it how can people be judged on their actions if they by no way had any control over them? There is no such thing as free will. How we respond to stimuli is dependant on our past experiences or our reflexes which are dependant on genetics. Neither of these effectors are under our control.
13:31
16.6.03
Break down, and cease all feeling
Burn now, what once was breathing
Reach out, and you may take my heart away
23:09
15.6.03
remember... in ultimate frisbee as in life... lousy throws result in awesome catches
22:01
12.6.03
understanding is overrated
16:01
8.6.03
"If I were king of this night would you be my queen?"
22:06
6.6.03
I need a hug.
00:12
this poem is dedicated to anyone who ever liked me and was not liked back
I am a jerk.
I deserve to burn,
swallow my words on fire.
Sink a knife and turn
With luck you'll miss my heart,
let death slowly sweep me from the floor.
Finally my screaming soul,
will bother you no more.
Lost at home I shiver shake
not sure of what is true,
For now I feel what I did
when I shut off you.
00:10
4.6.03
mao...you are soo good I want to fall asleep playing you although that would summerilly result in my beating due to repeated violations of the rules
20:02
1.6.03
why now?
why now do I feel that tension in my throat?
that feeling I get when I am about to recieve punishment.
that feeling I have when I bow my head before a superior.
that feeling that clumps up my airway forces my breaths to be shallow hastened.
what is this excitment; this thrill of pain; this burst of pleasure and why does it linger after you are gone.
echos of your soul penetrate my body and shake it to full arousal. My head moans for repose but my body refuses as my heart takes over as the leader of my body. Its pulsations send elecricity through my joints bending them convusively as you wish.
02:28
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