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1.6.03  
why now?
why now do I feel that tension in my throat?
that feeling I get when I am about to recieve punishment.
that feeling I have when I bow my head before a superior.
that feeling that clumps up my airway forces my breaths to be shallow hastened.
what is this excitment; this thrill of pain; this burst of pleasure and why does it linger after you are gone.
echos of your soul penetrate my body and shake it to full arousal. My head moans for repose but my body refuses as my heart takes over as the leader of my body. Its pulsations send elecricity through my joints bending them convusively as you wish.

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