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30.3.04  
the best lies are those which lie abitrary to others's intrests
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24.3.04  
thought is best unprocessed. this allows no time for lies to seep in.
17:24

11.3.04  
soon stories will move forward. they have been shifting on their bases continually over the years. introductions used to be background that contributed to the buildup of action. now readers are dropped into stories in the thick of the plot in order to keep their attention. in the future stories with start at the ending and leave the readers to sort out all the details
12:10

 
I died and was free. Few people realize it, that they are irrevocably tied to their bodies. They are prisoners held without trial or even awareness that they are prisoners. They are subject to the world around them... unable to act in anyway that would contradict their wants and needs. I escaped all this and you will too... in time. I cannot describe it. Words fail me sentence after sentence. I tried to write about it but only could put down words of my old life. My life in your world. My conception of this world is only explainable to those here and yours is only fully conceivable to those there. When you transition into my world you slowly lose your memories. One by one they will fall from you until there is nothing left. I write this in order to convey all I can before I subcumb to the complete deterioration of my bridge of words to your world.

As I said before I am quite unable to accurately explain what this death is like. Death: a state in which ones body fails him. I used to think that I was part of my body. I was attached to it and it was attached to everything around me. I was as helpless as a dog without legs. I would cry, but my crying was just crying for a reason; it was not a true emotion. (idea... continue on writing describe as well as I can the transition slowly adding errors in text grammar, missing words, and broken syntax showing the narrator's loss of connection with language end it frustratingly with some letters like eeeeeeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrr.

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